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jane
Mistress
Registration Date: 05-31-2008
Posts: 6
Mistress Or Master Or Slave: Mistress
Location: ohio
Level: 21 [?]
Experience: 36,070
Next Level: 38,246
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Please accept my account of your task.
On Sunday, I was quite simply in a *very* horny mood. I had completed the recording for Taskmaster Caine in the morning (*before* he approved the task, but that's me - hey, I had to test the recording equipment, didn't I?) and therefore already orgasmed once, four times. Well, the first the recordings had been crap, so *unfortunately* I had to repeat them - and I
believe firmly that no women, *especially* not a submissive should fake an orgasm... Anyway, I was already "well used" so to speak, but still horny. Looking forward to tasks I might accept in the forum, dreaming of what I would do... It was almost like when I discovered BDSM on the net a couple of years ago (God, I don't dare to imagine what my parents thought - I must have spent whole days in my room - it probably smelled...).
Well, Sunday was just one of those days .
I had expressedly left the day free of committments and therefore had the time to extend the preparation phase of the task a little. Just thinking of my Taskmistress pleasure of course . I think I came close to coming two, maybe three more times during the afternoon. This is pretty much the only pain I enjoy (yet?) in BDSM: The torturous feelings in my cunt that yearns for a cock, for someting when I back of from the very brink of fullfillment.
In between my generally auto-erotic performances I had laid out the tools for the task: I have a soft bondage set that has seen some use (because even the vanilla boys I take on a journey to wonderland sometimes like to see me struggle). I also bought a small butt plug some months ago. I have noticed that Masters seem to like the idea of ongoing penetration
of their slave (hard not to notice on the net, isn't it ) - and in case you haven't guessed yet, I have been known to do a thing or other because I am such a pleasing person. Not that I had thought for a moment tough-girl velvet would get her own kick out of it... To finish of the digression: I have found that a) wearing a plug doesn't do a lot for me in terms of arousal (maybe I don't have the right associations? can you train that?) and b) wearing even the small one for longer than half an hour gives me discomfort that definitely doesn't improve my mood. Okay, maybe I shouldn't have tried it walking around.
Well, I joined ST for the challenges, so I thought I'd try. Also, I had given it some thought - with my fuzzy, horny mind of this special day - what I would substitute for the cock ring.
I guessed that you wanted the submissive to focus on their sex all the time. So I what I had gotten me was one of those creams that are supposed to cause warmth down there (One specially meant to be used for sex. Another tipp from velvet-who-tries-every-stupid-thing-once: Don't dream of trying "ABC-Salbe" - the heavy duty kind you use for back pains - down there...)
Finally, having calmed down a little over the sunday night movie, I went into the shower. I showered leisurely for a long time and let my hands roam. I imagined myself preparing for my master - who until now only is a shadowy figure in my wet dreams. I believe he will want me desperate for his touch and since he might be watching at any given time, I put on a show
in the shower, tenderly soaping myself, touching my already slightly sore clit and pinching my nipples when I get closer to the release I have promised - you - not to take.
At one point during the evening - for the reason of a nice plot, let's assume it was that moment in the shower - my fantasy changed, because I remember that I am doing this for a Taskmistress. It was this aspect that made the whole exercise worthwile for me. I am not usually "into" girls, though I believe I would perform with one if ordered to do so. When I tried to incorporate a Mistress in my fantasies, my horny mind came up with the idea that my Master would bring this experience dominatrix with him that day - not as a special day, but as an introduction, for she would train me for him and break me of some nasty habits. While
not too keen on the idea of sex with a woman, for him I would comply.
I left the shower, half immersed in the fantasy, half brought down to earth by the renewed torture of just-about-but-not-quite orgasm, dried my body (hey, I've got a task for you TMs: Why not have a performer develop a sexy toweling routine to please her master? I tried it in front of the mirror and I just couldn't get that one to work!). I went to my bed - naked, as required (I had turned up the heating earlier) and put in my butt plug with lots of lubricant. How anyone can use something bigger than the smallest size is quite beyond me. I laid down on my back, tied my feet and my left wrist to the bed with those velcro straps, and dabbed a little of the stuff I mentioned above on my clit and sex lips.
For the next eternity and a half, I immersed in a fantasy of waiting for my dream-boyfriends dominatrix/trainer for hire. I imagined what she would train me to do, the humiliating things I'd do just to come. Which she wouldn't let me, of course. With my maste watching, she'd cooly bring me close to orgasm again and again, knowing better than any men what button to push - well, something like that. You know the clich?.
Some time later, I calmed down and the important part of the task began - the important part for me, at least. When I do this myself, I will of course be "granted" the right to orgasm *just in time* by my fantasy lover. I will sleep like a baby. This time, however, I had promised someone else *not to come*. My Taskmistress. When the situation, my pent up horniness, the cream and the feeling of the ties on my wrists and ankles weren't enough anymore to keep me in fantasyland, I would normally have touched myself and orgasmed. Now, I was "tied" by someones will.
I remained horny during the night, but on a much lower level. I thought about how submission means focusing on anothers pleasure and must have tried a gyrating dance in my bonds at least twice during the night in my bonds to entice an imagined lover to fuck this horny piece of meat. I thought about how, in my fantasy, my master would use my trainer for pleasure and leave me unfullfilled. And I thought about how stupid I was, holding on with my right hand to a bond that wasn't fixed, just because some message had told me. No one would ever know...
I spent a fitfull night on that bed, but I can proudly say that I did not knowingly let go of the bond with my "un-tied" hand. When the alarm went off, I remember only bits and pieces of a dream about a mistress that tease tortured me to tears.
I have considered writing here that I remembered the dream mistress saying: "All your submission comes at a price. The price of your own lust. Well, your master has decided to pay you so much he can keep you forever..." But that's not what I remember. That's what I reflected on later:Whether I do demand a price for my submission - and wheter there is a creature outside my fantasies that can pay it... That's what made the exercise valuable for me.
As for the final steps in the task, when the alarm went off, the butt plug was not only uncomfortable, but painful. I couldn't wait to remove it first, however. I grabbed my trusty dolphin (a vibrator), removed my left hand from the bondage and granted myself what only a good submissive receives smile. I'd like to say it was earth-shattering, but unfortunately it was more like "barely sufficient".
Well. I took a cold shower and faced the day. I walked funny on Monday and couldn't concentrate on work. I cursed myself a couple of times for doing the task and got *very* strange looks from my boss that made me wonder whether he knows how a woman moves when she's had an uncomfortable night with a butt plug. During the time at work when I couldn't concentrate, I thought about what this experience could teach me (beside the couple of obvious, technical lessons).
I think I would enjoy "performing" with a woman - but I'd enjoy it more if she was a dominant.I am definitely *not* ready for "submission for submisson's sake". Submitting turns me on, but if I ever do this with a partner, extendedly, in r/l, I need him to know how he can keep that balance in me between unfullfilled arousal and the crankyness of not-enough arousal.
Obvious, maybe? Well, I for one found that learning those lessons with a butt plug in was much more useful then just reading about them. And strangely enough, I haven't reflected enough when I did explorations into my submissive nature on my own. Well, that's what I came here for. Third lesson!
Thanks
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Master 
Super Moderator
Registration Date: 06-27-2006
Posts: 93
Mistress Or Master Or Slave: Master
Location: USA
Level: 34 [?]
Experience: 624,533
Next Level: 677,567
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| Intermediate Level: Light Bondage, Fantasies, Orgasm Control |
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Preparation:
Look for a place where you can sleep/nap comfortably but with a possibility to fix some bonds.
Things you'll need:
AlarmClock
3 Ropes not too long.
Buttplug not too big, should be comfortable to wear for a longer time. - If you don't own one, you might skip this.
Cock Ring - if you don't own one, use a soft rope etc.
Paper and pencil
Timeframe:
You can do this either for a whole night or for a defined amount of time.
Todo:
Take a nice shower, play with yourself, but don't climax. Use lubricant and insert the buttplug.
Apply cock ring as well. You can combine this with playing, but don't climax.
After you are so nicely prepared seek your resting place.
Tie your legs in such a manner that your thighs are spread apart to expose your private parts.
You are allowed a light blanket or sheet, depending on the weather. But you should still have the feeling you are exposed. Best would be nothing, but don't catch a cold.
Set your alarmclock to at least one hour before you have to really get up.
Than tie the hand you normally use for playing with yourself as well and relax.
Enjoy the feeling of the devices in your body. You are not allowed to play this time. Just lie there and fantasize what you would feel if somebody would enter the room, finding you in this position.
You are free to think about "your parents" or " your dom" or, "your vanilla lover" entering the room.
Go to sleep with these thoughts on your mind.
When the alarm goes off, or you awake in the middle of the night, try to remember your dream and write it down.
When the alarm finally goes off, wake up properly and remember the feelings or dreams you had during the night.
Now untie your hand and play with yourself until you climax. After that untie your legs and complete your task as you started it, with a nice shower, remove your devices and clean them properly.
Have fun.
I'll accept as proof:
Detailed description how you accomplished your task, with a description of the thoughts about the person entering the room. If you can, a description of the dream you remember.
If you want to earn extra points, you can attach a photo of your bound legs on the bed.
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