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jane
Mistress
Registration Date: 05-31-2008
Posts: 6
Mistress Or Master Or Slave: Mistress
Location: ohio
Level: 21 [?]
Experience: 36,062
Next Level: 38,246
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I picked this subject to write about because I haven't explored this aspect of BDSM before. What DO I fear most and desire to be "forced to do? was a question that through me off guard so I picked this challenge (and I see it as such). Not many really look at their fears and wish to discuss them, henceforth, the lack of replies to your task (in my opinion). I am always up for a challenge though.
What I most fear has nothing to do with the sexual side of BDSM. I believe I can handle that area just fine. Mine is on the everyday lifestyle of BDSM. My Master and I are working toward a total power exchange lifestyle. This as you can imagine can be extremely hard when you are used to handling everything yourself. This total power exchange is not what I fear the most. What I fear is this: my parents finding out about my lifestyle. Secretly, I want to have this "forced" on me because I don't want to feel as though I am hiding anything from them. They are big part of my life and I love them dearly. I just don't want to be in the closet. I wouldn't have the gumption to tell them openly so this would be the one thing my Master would have to require. A task if you will.
Some feel that the less a person knows the better. In most cases I would agree, especially where the parents are concerned and your love life. This is different for me. For me to be myself and to express myself the way I want; I feel this is something that needs to be done. OHH TO BE FREE. (Aladdin?genie). A little humor always helps. Just being able to do the act and the reaction of my parents is scary to me.
The ideal why I would rather this be done would be that when around my parents my Master would require that I call him such to establish his role. Or he gives me a particular command that I would have to (even if humiliating) complete or follow. I don't believe my parents would take this authority; my Master has, as him being abusive or controlling. Just shocked, because I am the one that, in the past, ran the show. I don?t believe that he would require anything outlandish just having to submit to his authority, in front of my parents, would be the ultimate in showing where my role now lies.
Most, probably believe that terms "secret desires" have sexual connotations to them. I don't, I believe these desires can run broad in any aspect of your life, like, wanting a job and you "secretly desire" to have the job or whatever the case may be. In BDSM fears are the same, they run broader that just sex. This is what I fear the most about my parents finding out about my lifestyle and their reaction and rejection
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Registration Date: 06-27-2006
Posts: 93
Mistress Or Master Or Slave: Master
Location: USA
Level: 34 [?]
Experience: 624,399
Next Level: 677,567
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In BDSM the submissive voluntarily gives control to the dominant. A willing power exchange. Fantasy is different from reality. Most people have secret desires they don't share with others. This task is designed to explore your secret submissive fantasies.
The task is simple. In at least 500 words describe what is the thing you most fear and desire to be "forced" to do by a dominant (include whether who the dominant is or what "type" dominant is "making" you do this is important for you).
From the time you accept this task or are given permission to do this task you have 7 days to complete it.
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